Monday, 30 March 2015

Reflecting

I know it has been a while since I posted on my blog, but I have really been busy settling in lately.

As most of you know, I have been walking in the path of restoration with friends and family, and still am here and there. It is only by God's grace that I have been able to receive such love and welcoming arms, wide open, that I have been receiving.  I stand amazed and give God all the glory and honour.

I am back at my previous job, Shiloah Christian School, and I am honoured to serve again in the ministry of young people and children. I am learning a lot and have a deeper sense of appreciation for life and my hometown! I am also back at church and I am happy to be back at home. Many people still probably don't understand, but that is okay.

The Lord laid deeply on my heart to record a worship album/mixtape when I came back to Cape Town. These will be songs the Lord has inspired and sometimes sang through me during harp and bowl sessions with the FORERUNNERS team (Intercession Team of Shiloah Christian School). I wanted the feel to be raw and unplugged, something people can pray to. But my friend is really putting a lot of work into it. My desire is to bring it out in September this year (2015) So I am really amped about that. This will not be any songs anyone has heard me sing before as it would be spontaneous and sometimes structured songs.

On the other side, I am still growing my hair. People ask me, "So what style you growing your hair into?" Lol! I reply I do not know. And really I don't know. I know I want it long. Let's see how that goes.

I have this anger rising inside of me. It has always been there, but it grew stronger. Something happened to me in Johannesburg and coming back. I want to break down, trash down the idols of baal and kill the prophets of baal, destroying their works in the spirit and even in the natural. Not by physical or harm to these people, but blocking them,  breaking their works down in the spirit. All these false prophets in churches need to be exposed! All these people in the dark places of the cities, the mountain tops and the dark nests of prayer and withcraft to be exposed and shone upon by the light of God. So through my music and ministry I desire to see this happen! They must know and feel the fire of God!

The ANHOP has been a great experience for me. I know it was for a season, maybe didn't end well but God did something in me.

I am doing me now. Not bothered by what people say or opinions of others. Really, I will run in my own lane and give account to God for the race I have run. Not in someone elses lane or shadow. I am done with that. It is time to break free and bust through into my destiny!
I want my life to live a legacy!


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